I said that I won’t soak myself in such songs that would just make me cry a bucket of tears. I did. Promise. But…sometimes, even without allowing ourselves to go down the road of misery, it will find us. And it will not be easy. Stomach tied in knots, choking up, welling up, it’s never easy.
There are simply moments in life when you feel like you can’t take it anymore, no matter how positive and strong you’ve been. That’s just how I was today. I lost all the usual bubbliness I have, stared out the window without particularly thinking of anything. Blank. Then my stomach took it all, those knots that you get when you’re faced with the unknown made me hope for the day to just pass by unnoticed. But it didn’t.
Sadness could be likened to the ocean; it may come on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes it is calm, sometimes overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim…or probably, sleep it off and dream of better days. Then again, these are the moments that would make us realize and appreciate the small things that had brought us smiles within the day.
The ocean is vast, you’ll be drifted to the unfamiliar, you’ll face bumps and rough, tides and unpleasantries. You’ll get hurt, you’ll taste the bitterness of it all, probably almost drown but then again, you can always swim and be stronger, you can just let the water wash away the bad memories and live through it. Ces’t la vie!
and then it will come to pass, move on my little sister, charge it to experience 🙂
it’s all better now, but not fully…..but I will survive. Hey hey! lol Thanks!
I also go on days wherein you feel sad and unmotivated but I just try to get past those days until it gets positive again. Bad days are there for us to have a better appreciation of the good days.
haaay.. tell me about it! And yeah after all these life goes on. It has to, knowing there are people who depends on us and especially those who love us.
I hope you feel better now. Hugs sis!
It is hard to be a person of positivity but when you learn how to be one, everything will fall in their proper places. No sad moments just a day filled with joy and hope.
oh…we’re in the same boat…but I claim victory over this sis, let’s have faith and let’s move on!